wow - the last 2 weeks have gone by so fast that i haven't even had a chance to update on our progress. guess there hasn't been that much to report though. still on bcp's and getting bad headaches. ready to finish them. i start my lupron in just 3 days, and then we are in this full swing! wow - and then my last bcp will be on sunday. i can't believe that its here. i keep questioning if i should still be doing this because its so big, but i know that if i don't i will regret it.
i think the thing that i am still the most anxious about is going under anesthesia since i have never done that before. i know what is going to happen while im under and i have compete trust and faith in all those who will be with me (kind of nice to personally know them all too), but its still a little scary. just trusting that the Lord will bring me through it safely.
i was talking to my mom the other day and i told her that i am just ready for Christmas to be here. im ready for all this to be over and just know if we are going to have a baby or not. as much as i didn't want to hear it, she told me to relax and enjoy every moment because not everyone has this incredible story of how their baby came to be. it really is incredible. medical technology just amazes me!
here we come IVF - you are getting so close!!!
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